I sometimes ask myself,
"do I matter anymore?"
I push those thoughts to the shelf,
because they start a civil war in my head.

I sometimes think that it's getting to me,
my worries, my problems,
my stress and this nonsense.
Then I remember that it's always been,
myself and my conscience,
my words are the nonsense now,

'cause I'm starting again.

I tell myself that I'm the only thing that matters,
but that's so hard to believe.
I pushed myself into a hole without a ladder,
and if there's one thing I need.

I'm so far out of line,
but out of sight, out of mind.
Been told so many times,
that I'm a danger to this mind of mine.

But now I think that it's getting to me,
my worries, my problems,
my stress and this nonsense.
Hard to remember that it's always been,
myself and my conscience,
my words are the nonsense now.

'cause I'm starting again.

I tell myself that I'm the only thing that matters,
but that's so hard to believe.
I pushed myself into a hole without a ladder,
and if there's one thing I need,
I need to know I'm not the only one with problems,
I always feel so alone,
I've always known that I'm the only one to solve them,
I do the work on my own.

And if anyone can hear me,
then I'm sure you won't understand.

I tell myself that I'm the only thing that matters,
but that's so hard to believe.
I pushed myself into a hole without a ladder,
and if there's one thing I need,
I need to know I'm not the only one with problems,
I always feel so alone,
I've always known that I'm the only one to solve them,
I do the work on my own.

I tell myself that I'm the only thing that matters,
but that's so hard to believe.
I pushed myself into a hole without a ladder,
and if there's one thing I need,
I need to know I'm not the only one with problems,
I always feel so alone,
I've always known that I'm the only one to solve them,
I do the work on my own.